Thursday, August 04, 2005

Soul Searching

Well ok heres an update first. Man if u guys are ever in need of a cheap BUT good club then go Zoo Bar. Put yourself onto the guest list (for free) then arrive before 10pm and there is no charge!!!REally good....plus its a really nice place, pity the dance floor is a bit cramped but then theres lots of sitting area so its rather good.

Well ok enough of that, now to the meaty stuff. I do need to do a lot of soul searching, man i just want to travel a bit on my own or with one or two really close friends just to have a bit of time to find myself. I mean i know who i am and what i want but theres a nagging feeling that is this what i really want? Man if i follow this path i am goin to be 28 by the time i finish uni. TWENTY EIGHT i would be OLD (no offence to all you old people reading this by the way). But seriously i would be like OLD. I know my heart is set on that but still its a rather worrying thought. Well looking to the more immediate future, I am going away (from england) for 2 years. I am taking a big step and leaving the coup! (I know i propably ranted about this before but still its on my mind). Man i so need to get a proper journal. That way you guys cant read all my thoughts...LOL...anyway. So yeah its going to be 2 years away from what i would call my life. Growing up involves taking a risk and jumping into the unkown, leaving that place of security and making it on your own. Yet I feel i am taking an even bigger step, I am going to some place which althought i have visited on many occasions i dont actually know. Man am going to be leaving all my friends behind and going to a rather strict all primp and proper country. I think this is going to be a place where i will do some serious soul searching. Too be honest i am that be unsure (ok i am that bit afraid) of what the future might hold.......................................

Posted by Quekie at 6:22 PM